bumblebee wrote:I did wonder how much of the joys of the experience for those who saw Daniel in ASR would be mingled with sadness. How can anything top this and how do you go on with the other stuff having gotten so close? It would preoccupy me and I don't think I could actually do that to myself, silly as it sounds. But it's been a joy to see the happiness and sheer excitement you all lucky ones have experienced!
For me, I guess it's really a relief that it's over. He's the first 'crush' I've had as an adult, and I've been an adult for a long time. I had thought serious crushes were just for kids, teenagers, etc. SO, I ask myself, "Why me? Why him? Why now?" Many people have an interest in several celebs (or none for me before Daniel), but I'm baffled as to why after all this time, it's HIM, and only him that I care to follow (literally, too
) . A lot of people think Daniel is hot, but they don't join forum or fan sites. Before CR, I would have bet anything that I would never do such a thing - who/what could cause me to do that??? But, since we're here, we know the answer to that one...And thankfully we have each other!
That said, because my interest (although this is also like a hobby - it takes as much time!!) in a celeb is a very strange thing, to see him in person was just something I had to do since it was actually possible. He was different looking than what I imagined, mostly because of the Joey character. However, as the months passed and that mustache got trimmed down a lot, well you know...
And the hair got sexy, IMO. The Daniel voice turned out to pretty much blow me away - I guess just to hear it in person. He is shorter than I expected. I knew he wasn't 6 feet, but I wasn't thinking about his height when I first saw him - it just sort of surprised me for a second. The height (I'd swear he's 5'10") isn't a negative for me at all; it just seems short for James Bond. We are really lucky that Babs didn't care because they have been able to pull off 'whatever' to make him as tall as any James Bond needs to be. His body is better than I expected (you could bounce a quarter off any inch of it), the eye color - as expected, and the personality with fans was surprisingly better than expected because I'm sure he disliked doing the stage door after every show, but he was very, very tolerant (maybe a big 'thanks' goes to Hugh?)
Anyway, how many times does it take to get enough of him in person? I don't know the answer to that. For me, once wasn't enough, but you can't set up camp at the stage door either. There is a point where enough is enough - I mean, he's certainly not going to invite any fans into his inner circle. For me, it's time to close out this chapter. I did get a big hug and a kiss on the cheek from him, scruff burn included, which was a schoolgirl thrill. Afterward, I left a message on a friend's voicemail to tell her, and she called the next day to tell me that she was saving my message because if I ever get depressed, she is going to play it back for me - I sounded high on the Daniel drug. Ha!! But for me, I am anxious to get back to stuff I need to tend to at home (house, friends, chores, XMAS, chores, everything). Time for me to move on and hope for some shirtless pics over XMAS!!! It's not nice of him to hide that body from us all.
But just to make it clear, I feel very fortunate that I was able to see him several times AND get to experience NYC - a thrill in itself. My feelings for him as The MAN haven't changed, except that I now have a total appreciation/respect for his acting abilities (before, maybe his presence just overshadowed the acting for me). He's a fortunate guy to have had such a success at a relatively late stage in an actor's career. What an incredible life he now leads.
I'm writing this from the plane from JFK to home. Gotta love wifi in the air! Maybe I'll feel differently when I land...
And I've changed my official home address to the DtD Naughty Corner